below is a post i sent to a fellow tvChix t-girl. it speaks to my perspective fully established as a DLC gurl. i now most often see the world from the eyes of a woman if i may use that term.
the lovely gurl had asked if i was on HRT yet.
hi eva; starting off i must say i 'luv' your look.
thank you for the kind words regarding my stories.
as to me being on hormones ...not yet...but they're coming.
(i hope you don't mind feeling sort of isolated due to covid- quarantine....and kind of girlishly chatty so pardon the terribly long message)
my Mistress DLC currently has me on my 2nd 5 month cycle of pueraria mirifici. these herbals lay the foundational base for HRT
while at the same time soften my skin and promote initial breast growth. establishing better definition and contour i'm moving into an 'a' cup. With a hint of a jiggle to my boobies my nipple size and texture and sensitivity are increasing.
out and about wearing a male 'Polo' shirt does little to hide the fact as now there is a firmness being displayed to each nipple/areola that can be seen as they rest crowned on my developing bosom.
now being a DLC gurl at the insistence of my Mistress, Dominatrix Camille i maintain a cute little puff of trimmed hair on my mound. the only other hair i have below the neck is on my arms. the PM is also helping to reduce that thinning it out noticeably.
to delve deeper into it eva i'm in that place between where Mistress DLC wants me to come out and still maintaining the duality of living in the straight male-world out of financial/job necessity..though i was laid off due to covid. should i find an LGBTQ-friendly job i'll likely come out and go on the HRT.
mentally i would add the PM has me developing a gentle yielding nature. a few years back i used to have a typical male assertiveness. that has dissipated replaced with a softer more feminine peacefulness, appreciation, outlook and manner.
a little bit about myself i was a novice very 'part time' cd that connected with Mistress DLC 2 years ago. i don't know about you yet i would add i've always had a 'thing' about Female Domination.
reading my profile you will see i'm no longer part time. under her authority Dominatrix Camille has brought out the gurl in me more than i thought i was capable of. as for helping males turned t-girls like me She is the real thing.
for example being at home quarantined i wake in knickers and nighties then go into my now established feminine grooming regimen. showering with scented body-wash, daily leg and under arm shaving i finish using either body moisturizer lotion or coconut oil.
inside i spend most all the day in a bra and pantie set under feminine daywear. often in makeup with my nails done varnished in color Mistress wants me in heels all day as well. obedience to DLC's guidance is a given and when i do go out in male mode my chastity cage is in place hidden behind panties/knickers.
Know this eva She takes into consideration ones home/work situation and paces the development accordingly. with free time in abundance i now willingly fulfill the role of Her remote secretary helping by being an admin for her 'Femdomina' site.
take a look at Mistress DLC's free site (you'll need to sign up as a member) you'll discover that it has a ton of information among other things that aid in developing t-girls.
i say this not out promotion rather attraction if you'd like to have 'sisters' and see the other t-girls under her guidance i'd urge you to reach out and look into her free site.
i will say at some point once accepted by DLC (DarkLady Camille) all of the gurls under her guidance become 'Her' tvChix t-girls. for me it was a nice way to break me in as Her gurl while accepting i was going to be viewed femininely objectified with pictures put up.
being turned t-gurl my sexual orientation has changed under DLC. i now look forward to meeting a man sexually satisfying him as a submissive woman will do. like all Her gurls i regularly practice with vibrators, anal-plugs and dildo's. i must admit i've developed a 'spanking ' fetish now.
not sure if you are curious eva yet being only an on-line Mistress DLC's pages are a playful n free place for t-girls you'll likely enjoy visiting time and again to learn more. just guessing but i'd think you'd fit right in.
i have put a link on the bottom of this message....and there is one on my chix page and DLC's chix page also
while one aspect is for subs n t-girls n males wanting a certain direction only a Dominatrix provides...She also has a ton of stuff that aids t-girls in acquiring greater levels of femininity and the enhancement of such....should that interest you eva.
as her secretary i also monitor Her Forum section and try to make it fun n interesting location for a moments reflection of commentary of my journey.... and also through stories or pictures of subset-topics i've selected. (one would select forum then discussion)
i will say if you end up reaching out to Her and communicating She does not pander to mere male fantasy and is quick to spot pretenders who are there just for the thrill of it. the relationship is strictly on-line and one will never meet Her.....
just i thought i'd throw it out there eva and again apologize for the length....so be well, be safe...:-x peace, alyssa
just thought i'd throw in some pics that reflect how i'm feeling today...
being quarantined i do so much more house-cleaning now...
the lovely iconic samantha sadine...an inspiration to many a t-girl...now a girlfriend 'satin doll' an i communicate frequently...a gift of being a DLC gurl with her own page on tvChix.
blessed to be a DLC gurl...i like this pretty thing... look forward to making the transition...
been thinking about having both genetic and t-girl 'gurl-friends' lately...
the idea of possessing my own vagina...has only grown stronger under DLC's guidance...peace, alyssa
loved this post, Alyssa, as all your posts are so descriptive, well expressed and soooooooooooooooooo inspiring xxx kisses gurl xxx way to go!!! gigi