the life of a t-girl....for me it is the road less traveled...a choice made of love and peace of mind....yet the idea that i will transition to become an objectified feminine being...is a powerful feeling for DLC"s gurl alyssa.
coming out in the months ahead...some days better than others....it means accepting my beauty in the every day world...that others will see me for what i've become....a t-girl in transition..... lets not even go down the road are transwomen viewed as women?...of course they are...and should be.
a beauty pageant is the height of feminine objectification...the one in the middle the winner below are 3 transwomen from a transbeauty contest in india...though Pakistani it makes me think of my DLC sister maria...a truly beautiful t-girl...
estrogen the primary hormonal driving force....
welcomed into the womanhood...jenna was thrilled to be competing with the others...
the power of estrogen...enough to let the inner beauty rise to the surface...
becoming more popular these days...a womanless beauty contest...the subtle impact of the number...its meaning a shift to being objectified as a 'thing' of beauty...will this be the last of wearing lingerie and evening gowns or dresses...my guess is 'no'....it seems a connection is made...muscles strength giving way towards a thinner lovely appearance...his eyes declaring 'i can be seen as pretty...and now i know it'...
the seed of femininity planted....from contestant....to 3 years later a budding t-girl...embracing her girlish looks and feelings....accepting a feminine grooming regimen...
all former males...accepting the idea that they too can be judged for their beauty...more an more are welcoming it...an example of how impactful Femininity has become on the male population as a whole....it speaks to the influence of genetic women... teaching through example...the quiet joy of moving in high heels...the satisfaction that comes in knowing one has learned the art of makeup and hair styling...clearly likely some wish to experience the joy of being penetrated...
past the age of reason perhaps reaching 19 or older it first blossomed back in the earlier years....perhaps the allure of mummy's slips and unmentionables...
the days of the womanless beauty contests giving way into her 20's....feeling a desire to experience being taken...many turned t-girl so often find prettiness bring with a need to submit to an alpha...be they man or woman....the pleasure of a phallus moving within...
the contestant making the connection...the feeling of femininity growing stronger...a smile brings recognition of beauty...the subtle delight of pushing boundaries by being viewed out in public....
the t-girl wearing the tiara...one of many symbols that acknowledge the pursuit of beauty...
the happy smiles a sign...the former males would rather be judged for their appearance and efforts in feminine grooming....so many enjoying the tactile feel of lingerie and dresses...
the simplicity of the off the shoulder evening gown enhancing the feeling...once more the number reinforcing 'you're to be judged as a feminine thing of beauty'....the necklace and bracelet and painted nails...creating new interest in life as a gurl...perhaps the alpha girlfriend will seize the opportunity to pull him deeper out to sea...passing the point of no return.... awash in femininity...
a few years later...the dip of the toe of femininity at the womanless pageant was now a locked-in focused pursuit....a precursor to the role of fulltime housewife...domesticated keeping the home clean while getting used to his woman being the primary breadwinner....Saturday's now mean a day of shopping...living the life of a t-girl with his woman in full control....'baby you will look so adorably harmless in that lacy teddy....hmmmm...did someone i know enjoy my strap-on?'....
how long have womanless beauty contests been around?...this dates back to the early 70's...the time of Gloria Steinem and the rise of feminism...
if beauty pageants teach us anything...every one is pretty in their own way...the woman had taken her time ...yet she knew her husband would make for a lovely woman of a wife...the idea that he could have his own breasts only fueled the journey into womanhood....
making friends with another t-girl...helps one learn new ways they may not have thought of in enhancing their prettiness....soft yet hard...surrounded by smooth sensitive skin....the delightful sensations in taking a gurlie stick in their mouth...
her duties as a maid...igniting her 'cinderella' complex...'perhaps one day i will be the one that is pretty enough'....
to become a fulltime woman and wife...
the cuteness of lifted cheeks...an expression that lets others know the budding t-girl enjoys presenting as a female...in a beauty contest...the former straight male knowing the number means a 'thing' to be objectified...the judges huddling together..'that #10...such a pretty thing...lets see what the bathing suit category brings from 10."
the feminine emotions ...spiking enough to make the t-girl cry on be chosen as the one beautiful enough to be crowned...
the support coming from the authority figure of a mother...'i knew of all those times you'd rummage through my intimate wear drawer would pay off one day....now i've spoken with Mr. Jones....your typing skills being what they are...she's in the market for a part time receptionist and secretary....she'd like some one pretty and polite...someone that knows her place...so dear you'll start come Monday.
the power of femininity...two lovely males putting their beauty on display...
statistics are bearing it out...more women hold positions in medical and law school than males....starting them out early....clearly they have learned how to present feminine...perhaps part of a gender revolution where males accept they may become the pretty housewife...while their women becomes the professional breadwinner...
the tilt of the head a sign...the softness in the eyes on a face with an unblemished appearance made pretty from makeup...the gentle look unmistakeable...'i only want more of this feminine feeling'...
the pretty smile showing a sense of pride...the detailing of painted nails...a feeling of accomplishment...that comes with being brought into a gurls world...
taught to have her fingers straight when holding a clutch purse...showing off her varnished nails...yet there is a feeling inside...it seems to be expanding....he'd never felt it before.....'everyone is clapping...i must look pretty to them...otherwise why would they be cheering...shouting out # 6 deserves to be a finalist.'...
years later...reflecting on that first womanless beauty contest way back when....yet all the pain and joy had been worth it....the ebb and flo of the female hormones too....now living an authentic life as the t-girl she was meant to be all along...yet the thought persists...
the seduction of glamour...pulling her in...'i wonder if i can be even prettier...more beautiful...i'll just go shopping....i always think better when looking at bra and pantie sets...for some reason picking out lingerie brings out the woman in me....'
never forget.....every t-girl deserves a tiara...having taken the road less traveled.... in their own way they are beautiful...peace and love, alyssa
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