Feminae Primus. by DLC's alyssa
The feminist bookstore was a stabilizing force in the neighborhood that had increasingly become a home to those of the LGBTQ community. Known for its diversity, queer friendliness, women owned businesses and community spirit like so many gay owned shops and stores and restaurants the location had always been on the cusp of areas that would become gentrified over time.
It was almost predictable that where ever the LGBTQ community ‘hung its hat’ real estate developers would soon follow as if knowing that neighborhood was in for a change for the better.
Desiring feminism to remain relevant the woman owner felt it must forever evolve. The businesswoman’s mission statement stated her belief in the transformative power of literature. As open-minded intersectional trans-inclusive feminists she considered books and female centric lectures as though potent fertility drugs of tools of liberation.
‘Feminae Primus’ was written in bold script on the old fashion looking shingle as it hung off above the front door entrance, translated from the Latin the name of the book store was ‘Women first’.’ Theodore Dafflin walked by then stopped to look back at the storefront window display of the bookstore. A crack of lightening grabbed his attention before it was next accompanied by a loud burst of thunder. Looking back he saw the hand made sign was amongst a selection of new books. It read ‘Women first as it should be’, owner and proprietor Ashley Brenner.
Having been raised by a single independent mother there was something about feminism that had both always excited and scared him. More and more the belief in male privilege was proving to be an illusion. Women as a whole were becoming the driving force in many a business category once considered the private domain of males. The assault on the ‘old boy network’ would continue unabated the more women took their rightful place as the more evolved beings between the specie’s.
It was as though once given a chance women were making their mark and often outperforming their male counterparts. He had no better example then his own career. 12 years earlier he had been a rising star and never would have predicted one day his company would be taken over by a group of businesswomen. In the past year the president of the company Janice Tennehill had shifted him from sales to an administrative position and even that was becoming hard to hold down for him.
As fate would have it the clouds opened up a couple of blocks down and provided the choice of getting rain soaked or running back to enter the woman owned bookstore.
The mid-50ish female behind the counter had an air of authority and high intelligence about her. A little too thick around the waist then she’d like the woman with the shortcut almost masculine hair style also seemed to have all the ingredients necessary for being a butch lesbian. Truth was enjoying the odd penis from time to time Ashley was a bi-woman with lesbian leanings.
Taking pity on his wet look Ashley stepped out from behind the counter holding a towel she’d plucked from underneath. In an almost motherly display of nurturing assertiveness she wiped his hair. Being a few inches taller made it easier when she suddenly lifted his wet t-shirt off.
“Lets get you out of this wet rag of a shirt, I think I have something dry you can put on.”
The woman could sense it noting he was intimidated yet felt comforted by her action.
“Name’s Ashley, lets move over in the corner here, we need to be quiet my Thursday night group discussion is going on in back.”
The woman stared at the ragged looking pair of jeans made worse from getting soaked. Her hand quickly unbuckled his pants only to see them drop to his knees.
“Off, off off ….you’ll catch your death in cold, slip into the changing booth here, lets move the curtain to the side, I’ll grab some things while you step in …with your thin figure I should be able to find some items that work.”
It’s amazing what a change of clothes can do for ones image, having walked in wearing a pair of baggy Levi’s that needed a wash if not a pitch into the trash bin along with a black dinosaur rock t-shirt of the band ‘Mott the Hoople’ he now stood staring at the cotton panties she’d handed him. Shortly after Theodore had a pair of flip-flops on his feet and was wearing a crisp white t-shirt with a large round circle dominating the piece. Head turned away her hand slipped behind the curtain holding the shorts.
Although Theodore wasn’t aware of its meaning the transgender pride flag colors on the shirt had a light baby blue strip above a band of light pink with a single white stripe being in the middle dissecting both. A pair of khaki relaxed fit elastic waist shorts had Ashley securing a tie of the drawstring of it.
Ashley let her fingers roam through collecting his shoulder length brunette hair in back. He let out a gentle sigh as she slipped on a black hairband to hold it in place before picking up the pile of wet clothing.
“These need to be dried out, follow me in back and as I said lets keep quiet so as not to disturb the women.”
“What about my wallet and the stuff in my pockets?....and this underwear I have on, are they cotton panties?”
“You’re not afraid of a little pair of panties are you?”
Pulling back she smiled after speaking.
“They make your tushy look cute....We’ll figure out something for your wallet and things, now come along let’s drop these in back.”
Walking following her lead Theodore held his rain soaked running shoes with Ashley carrying the jeans and balled up t-shirt.
Sitting two seats in with Ashley on the end in the next to last row 5 minutes later he adjusted the sling bag purse as it moved across his body. Leaning over to whisper he crossed his legs at the knees letting the woman have a look at the near hairlessness of them.
“Thank you Maam, my name’s Theodore…..it feels kind of funny holding a purse.”
Thinking it to be true she knew most males considered many feminine things most especially purses and lingerie to be like kryptonite.
“Call me Ms. Ashley, shhhh, now lets listen sweetie you’ll likely learn something from the women’s feminism discussion.”
Her hand ran along the smooth skin of his thigh before giving a playful pat. He smiled at her on feeling her touch. Her hand lifted as she motioned using her single finger in front of her lips.
“Nice legs honey, I like your ear studs….fold your hands in your lap….now shush.”
It was slight yet the woman noticed it. His head tilted in an almost feminine manner as he smiled back at her before he quietly folded his hands to let them rest in his lap. Picking up on the docile manner he displayed Ashley lifted her arm and slipped it onto his shoulder before leaning in to whisper in his ear.
“Now Ms. Rebecca there has written a book on how the male creature is really best suited as more of a supportive role to women. What with all the house husbands these days and all the alpha women making their mark in the business world a women is going to need help around the home. Once a male accepts that its best he be subordinate to females things will go a lot smoother.”
Being so close to his face she let the back of her hand run along his smooth shaven face. Again she took note as Theodore let out a soft whimper on feeling her gentle touch.
“You don’t have to shave much do you?”
In a soft whisper he replied
“No Maam, maybe every couple two three days.”
“It’s nice I don’t care for facial hair, I like smooth and you have a lovely complexion.”
Out of nowhere he felt his nipples grow firm. His head tilted lower followed by her doing the same so they both saw them press against his new t-shirt. Leaving her hand around his shoulder she pulled him slightly closer.
“Lets listen honey, she has an entire chapter devoted to the benefits of male chastity.”
His face a mere few inches away he looked into her eyes before speaking.
“Yes, she contends it’s best a males sexuality be controlled by a woman. Frankly I have to agree with her I mean lets face it ….you males just can’t keep your hands off it Am I right or am I right?”
Just then he could feel his 5” penis growing firm before being outlined pressing against the fabric of his shorts. Ashley let her hand drift down to run her finger one time along the display of his organ.
“Well I can see you agree it looks like some one also enjoys being in panties as well.”
Detecting exactly where the head of his cock was the woman used her index finger and thumb to press against it. Holding his eyes with hers she squeezed until it returned to softness.
“See there, what did I tell you….it’s best this little plaything of yours is under the direction of a woman. Now lets listen.”
The author spoke in a loud voice so all 40 or so women there could hear her. Looking around Theodore noticed he was the only male in the seated crowd.
“Male chastity encourages and open and honest communication about each others needs. It leads to bonding that as we know will benefit any marriage or coupling. A male left unattended will often find any excuse to masturbate and ejaculate……studies have shown this will be done daily and perhaps even multiple times through out the day if they think they can get away with it.”
A women laughed then shouted out
“Tell me about it, mine has sometimes even used my best linen napkins to collect his discharge.”
A nervous smile came on Theodore’s face. Seeing it Ashley leaned in a kissed him softly on the cheek.
“Once under lock and key many couples find the concept of male chastity to be exciting. In situations where the male has shown submissive qualities ….and lets face it there are plenty of submissive males out there, for all you know you male is submissive and is just waiting to be under your control ladies. As I was saying in situations where the male has submissive tendencies its for the better that he be kept caged and locked. You will find a male like this is much more attentive.”
A woman in the front row asked a question.
“What do you mean attentive, can you explain?”
“Well I call this category ‘the carrot and the stick’. What we are talking about here is training your male. You’ll find it much like the same one will do with a new puppy.…lock your male up and then put him on the reward system. Good behavior will have him accumulating point’s bad behavior will have him reducing his total. When you get to a set period lets say a month then you make the assessment, has he done everything you’ve asked of him?”
“Another method you can use to help train a male into performing for you will have you let him out briefly yet he has to masturbate in front of you. Nothing quite like wanking for his woman will make a male feel his submissiveness.”
“Another element you can introduce would be to use lingerie. I say put him in panties and other pretty frillies after you’ve had him trained to the chastity cage. Perhaps all along his submissiveness is just a cover to conceal his feminine side. With some utilizing feminine hormones a caring female will nurture his femininity knowing it will make for a much more loving relationship. You want your submissive male to always be improving and becoming a woman is an improvement”
Theodore felt his penis returning to hardness once more, within seconds it was once more throbbing inside his panties. His hope that Ms. Ashley hadn’t noticed was proved wrong when he saw her looking at the stiffness pressing against the fabric of his feminine shorts she’d put him in.
“Of course once panties have been introduced into the dynamic then a feminine grooming regimen becomes a practical tool if not reality as well. Nothing says ugly so much as a male in panties with a mass of unkempt hair sticking out everywhere, you know, one who hasn’t kept his body smooth and hair free.”
A women two rows back spoke.
“Won’t people think its weird?...I mean won’t he feel ridiculed if it is discovered?”
“Who cares what other people think and no I don’t think its weird I think it’s a sign of true love. A male who is kept under lock and key will see his romantic side developing. As for the ridicule inquiry ……using chastity will develop a lovely docile male over time, he’ll be giving up on the night out with the guys to be with you. He no longer is wasting his time masturbating when you control his libido. The more he whacks off the more desensitized he has become to true feelings.”
“When he thinks he can have sex anytime he cares little for romance. This changes when using chastity you’ll find a shift in his focus. He’ll become more attentive to your needs then his urges. The days of him insisting on you performing oral sex also will be over. In fact quite the opposite will be true, you can train him to your vagina, he will be the one performing the oral sex in the hope it will lead to his release.”
Hearing the single word spoken all the woman there took to letting out laughter.
“Now the next chapter in my book is entitled ‘outer containment, inner joy’.”
Rebecca held up a both a chastity cage and a jewel tipped anal plug.
“It’s about control. Once a male penis has been restrained it’s time he be made aware of how nice the feeling of being penetrated inwardly feels. An anal plug in place will act as a reminder throughout his day.”
Theodore looked at it as she held the two pieces then looked at Ms. Ashley.
“Any discussion about control is really about ‘control and the power that comes with it’. Power in the hands of a woman leads to bringing a male into what I call sub-space….over time you will find it’s best to keep a male in or close by sub-space frequently. Your male will develop a level of humility and obedience previously unseen by you.”
“A true alpha woman displays her power by having an obedient and trained male ready to do her bidding. Taking firm control over a male lets you introduce other fun aspects like nipple play and vibrators. When a male learns his nipples and breasts for that matter can be turned as sensitive as a woman’s then new areas of bedroom play can be explored. Of course all of us women here know how nice vibrators can feel so no need to go into that.”
“You’ll establish new boundaries for instance you can collar him or you may even want to leave your mark on your sub in the form of a tattoo…nothing says I’m spoken for quite like a permanent mark on their body that a tattoo can be along with wearing a collar.”
“Ok we should wrap up, I would have liked to show how a male gets put in chastity and plugged yet we have no males here.”
At first a couple of women looked back before more followed, soon every women there had turned to look at Ashley and Theodore.
It was to be a moment that would help define their budding relationship.
“Right here Rebecca…. lets have you do my date.”
It had been near 3 years since he had had a real relationship hearing her call him ‘my date’ was enough that he smiled back at Ashley. She leaned over and whispered in his ear.
“C’mon, it’ll be fun, lets have you give it a try.”
After she spoke she kissed him. A moment’s hesitation had him watch as Ashley took off his hair band. Giving a shake to his long hair it soon fell on either side of his face as though parted in the middle. If anything it gave him a more feminine appearance to go with the outfit he wore. Walking up the aisle he heard a few comments.
”I like his Trans-pride shirt.”
“What an attractive pair of shorts I have the same kind at home.”
“Nice hair, such possibilities.’
Rebecca the author took control with him standing next to her.
“Ok let’s not be bashful.”
The woman took the end of his shirt after pulling it out from the waistband of his shorts. Like many a female would do a quick tie had it secured by a knot on the side revealing his thin waist and midriff.
“Here honey hold this while I slip these down.’
Theodore held the strange looking metal device. A series of 3 metal rings linked together pointed lower, a small circular piece seemed to be the base of the piece. Soon he felt his cotton panties being lowered. Standing in front of him to block the crowd Rebecca took a minute or so until she heard the lock close shut. The woman lifted her head to look at him.
“Put you hands on my shoulders and hold still Sharon, say yes Maam.”
Doing as told he replied while looking quizzical at being called Sharon.
“Yes Maam but you called me Sharon.”
“You remind me of a transgurl named Sharon I once dated.”
Her arms around him she picked up the jar of uber-lube off the table displaying her books. Moments later he felt a band of slickness moving down his slit of a crack between his butt cheeks as her fingers probed. A brief lurch by him happened when he suddenly felt the anal plug slide in past his rosebud entrance.
He hadn’t expected her to move so suddenly, standing away while at his side she spoke.
“There now Sharon’s all locked up and plugged….. safe and secure….I see someone could use a bit of tidying up with the pubic hair as I mentioned earlier.”
Rebecca took her finger and used it to move a few strands of his hair out and off away from his face.
“I hope you don’t mind me calling him that Ashley but to me I think he looks like a Sharon with this gorgeous hair.”
Holding his eyes with hers Ashley smiled while looking at him. It seemed to quash any rebellion he might have at being called the feminine name.
“No not at all, I think it sound’s kind of cute.”
Rebecca continued on.
“I’ll just put the key on an attractive pendent necklace….here Ashley why don’t you take this and become Sharon’s key holder.”
Panties at his knees in front of the group Theodore showed off his locked penis. A band of submissiveness unlike anything he’d experienced before swept over him.”
Feeling totally intimidated by both Rebecca and Ashley he next heard Rebecca tell him to move.
“Sharon honey, turn and bend let’s show off that plug.”
He turned and bent slightly at the waist displaying the jeweled anal plug to the small audience of women.
Giving it a few minutes Ashley waited then moved to lift his panties back into place. Seconds later she slipped his shorts back up tied the drawstring into a bow and let her hand gently pat his crotch.
“I like how smooth and flat it looks Rebecca.”
“Yes I chose the camel-toe cage piece……as you can see no ugly male bump.”
“Well if I didn’t know better I’d say it almost looks like a vagina is there.”
The smooth flat front obvious the emasculating cage gave off the appearance as though his penis had gone missing.
to be continued....
thanks cissy...i'd like to suggest you make a list of books you spoke of and put it up in a comment. i know i'd be curious and likely track them down. hugs, alyssa
Wow , i say alyssa jolly interesting . You do know so much and put it down in good prose . Keep going dearest all this fires me and draws me in to this devine world of trans gurls .
Do you see any books you recognise above like Robert Graves an academic who was in thrall to the superior woman / godess . We lowly gurls are most fortunate to have such a Lady ( MsDLC )who deems to look upon us with compassion ,control and training of our mind and body . She truly knows what we are and must become , if we are to survive and flourish .