on Mistress's Femdomina site #2...
She lists 3 of her protege's as t-gurl slut Alesandra, t-gurl slut Alyssa, t-gurl slut Katie.
as best as i can tell alyssa has been tamed, trained and broken...it is clear from my development into Her gurl i have lost my grip on my once cherished masculine habits that had me living in the world of male privilege. simply put alyssa is treated by Dominatrix Camille as feminine being. She has instilled in me feminine habits and beliefs that have altered my persona into that of a t-girl.
it has taken over the way i act and think conditioning me into having a feminine perspective while living more and more as a trans-woman. alyssa can't walk by a shop without wanting to go in to buy some pretty clothing. not a day goes by that i'm not wearing my lingeire.
think about that...spilling out of 3 drawer-fulls and cloth-fabric boxes i have acquired a bounty of intimate wear that cries out to be worn every morning. it now feels natural to be in my bra and panties tights and heels.
jewelry...let's not even go there...i want as much as i can get my hands on. my jewelry box is overflowing teeming with the pretty enhancements. i guess alyssa just likes bright shiny objects...since i have 5 of them i also have a 'thing' for diamond engagement rings...i was going to say i'm not sure what that means but truth is 'i do'....( isn't that what we say when us women get married.)
Mistress has tons of pics of Her gurls showing how slutty we can be. though my body is still catching up to my ideal image of womanhood being on femme-herbals is helping.... it makes me think of what it would be like to become a t-gurl stripper.
for now the closest we come to being a stripper is posing for Mistress...She literally has 1,000's of pictures of all her gurls.
it is a spiritual axiom...you will experience whatever is said after the words 'i am'...
Mistress Camille has conditioned alyssa into accepting if not realizing 'i am' an objectified feminine being. the thought of it brings out the 'woman' in me even more.
training me to the habit of taking pueraria mirifica daily...over time increasing month after month She has built the desire in me to go on female hormones full time. seeing my breast development the past 22 months only reinforces the desire if not the need to be on HRT...
this pic reminds me of my early stages of becoming an obedient protege under DLC's rule. like him i posed for pictures for my Mistress with my body shaven smooth. i was in heels and stockings and corset. my manly collection of unruly pubic hair had been altered to a feminine look of a small trimmed patch on my mound while my chastity cage showed my captured penis.
in the initial stages i reminded myself Mistress is teaching me how to be pretty...
... that over time we would make our way thru what i call the 'ugly-duckling' stages of becoming a feminine t-gurl...
in the process DLC has changed the verbage of how i describe my body giving it a feminine slant ...for example i have a gurl-clittie between my things...it is captured and controlled being kept in chastity most every day.
the last time i creamed out a climax came a few months ago...mine no longer erupts violently like this gurl...instead
allowed out of my chastity piece...
taking my daily dose of PM...Mistress's picture at the ready...
devoted to Her aroused at seeing DLC's image i squirted out a 'tribute' from my gurl-clitty onto Mistress's picture...
looking at my Beautiful Dominatrix Camille...as commanded to...alyssa licked up her 'gurly-juice' discharge...
then returned once more...panties in place to being locked up in my chastity cage...knowing alyssa is loving Her always....
thinking on it below the surface of becoming a pretty t-gurl...
having DLC to thank for it...there is an undercurrent of wanting to be a t-gurl slut...
a gurl can dream ...i've wondered exactly what kind of impact being on female hormones would have....is it possible...could i look as pretty an in love with her femininity as this t-gurl below....peace, alyssa