don't look for it...it's not there...the gurl no longer has a cock.
in Dominatrix Camille's world transforming into a t-girl slave means a complete transitioning.
a wonderful prime example is DLC"s natasha...and Yes...coming up on an anniversary in Oct she will have had a pussy between her thighs for 2 years.
(if you haven't checked out her page recently i highly recommend it.)
life with Mistress is all about moving through levels of submission...step by step She builds a process of disciplined obedience and loyalty...
...until all that remains is a former man teeming with Female hormones...who welcomes becoming a fully functional trans-woman made complete with a vagina...like any Woman has!
DLC's ida....after her GRS...don't look for it...it's not there...not anymore. the gurl no longer has a cock. sex for her is an entirely feminine experience. are there men in her life?...Mistress told me she heard tell ida is in a swingers club...so yes...there are men in her life.
male submission?...you can pretend it doesn't exist but the fact is ...it does.
for gurls like us it comes with receiving direction in our life from a Woman.
DLC gurls are essentially in a Female Led Relationship...it is through this prism that we first lose our grip on our masculinity. a void created we accept a slave-status under Mistress who likely recognized the potential even before we did and nurtured it.
She creates an entirely feminine life experience filling the emptiness with the elements that make up living in a gurls world.
what are some of the characteristics of being owned in a FLR?...i can remember early on in session work She just stared at my naked body. it made me feel sooo submissive aware i was doing it and that 'She' had ordered me to.
knowing She was watching me i began 'inspection-posing' in a feminine manner for Her. She watched as i spanked myself 100's of times. it felt like my body possessively belonged to Her. my glowing, red-hot bottom was a sign of my submission to a dominant Woman.
lingerie, clothing, high heels DLC told me what to wear. when we finished She had me look directly at Her so She could take more pictures of Her gurl. in full makeup polished nails, wearing a nightie holding my DLC-paddle and her picture a slave-collar in place i blew Her a kiss good-bye until the next time. i felt so unmanly.
i felt like i was being Femininely-sexualized by Her. clearly She was objectifying me. She told me what to eat and how much. She spoke about what exercises would give me a more shapely figure. in sessions sex began and ended when She said so. 'making' me climax finished with alyssa consuming my creamy release. 'straight men don't swallow cum'...were Her words.
bathroom privacy? recently Mistress had me send a pic of her alyssa in chastity sitting to pee like a Female.
Mistress wears Her strength and darkness equally well. reinforcing Her Female authority we become eager to serve Her. languishing passively lying in lingerie having my picture taken is a fine example. and it was just any picture it was one that others in the public domain could find. it identified me as alyssa being a DLC gurl.
Female Led Relationships has a Woman authority figure making most 'all' decisions no matter how important or trivial it is. Her submissive can weigh in but it is up to Her whether She chooses to listen. if She chooses to ignore the suggestion She likely has a reason why She didn't care to listen. quick to reprimand Dominatrix Camille does not tolerate 'any' backtalk.
alyssa has developed a strong mental attachment with a high level of attraction and affection towards Mistress. after being dismissed i routinely sign of with the words....'loving You always'.
in a FLR the submissive develops an attentiveness. you learn to become quick to respond to orders. over time Mistress has rid me of bad male habits replacing them with positive Female ones. for example i have become very domesticated. it wasn't like that before meeting Mistress. certainly the pandemic added to it the more housebound i became. i found myself enjoying doing household chores and cleaning around my home.
Domestication is a valuable tool in a FLR helping a femme-submissive take on feminine behaviors and habits.
i found it brought out a soft gentleness in me...
at first i didn't recognize it was giving me the skills i could use if i ever became a wife....the longer i stayed at home the more i liked it...
one of my requirements Mistress insisted i always be in bra and panties when at home. again She was building on the habits a woman has...
let's pause for a moment....are you gurls comfortable wearing your bras?
i know i am....i take a comfort in wearing my bra and don't like being without it in those times i am unable to be in it.
in the back of my head i reminded myself i am developing breasts and a time will come when i need a bra.
Female Led relationships reflect the changes in western society. Women have become empowered and as a result have questioned gender roles. in so doing they continue to break the myth of the male as being the dominant.
a Woman runs my life...there i've said it. not only is She directing it She is bringing me to live in a feminine life. it is another way of saying a Woman, Mistress is a superior being holding sway over me. Women on top as DLC gurls we are treated as 2nd class citizens like Females once were. ask yourself ...second class citizen?...is an assertive Female directing your life?...for alyssa the answer is 'yes'.
let's take chastity for example.
from the start Dominatrix Camille ordered me to always wear a chastity cage as much as i could. i didn't argue...i didn't protest ...i just did it.
the jury is still out on it ....
yet it looks like it has contributed to alyssa becoming quasi-impotent...
if anything it is bringing me closer to accept one day it may not be there...that like other DLC gurls before me something else will have taken its place...
DLC ida's vagina....
pardon the pun lets not beat around the bush...ask yourselves ...can you picture having a pussy between your legs...for those so inclined can you envision pulling man-juice out of your sex-partner...
sex as a Woman is where all DLC gurls are headed...
you'll no longer have to put up with the former clitty made useless bouncing up and down...
i'm guessing a day comes when you look at yourself and say...'i want it gone'....
Mistress Camille was clear with alyssa on it...all along she told me to expect it...
i was to anticipate having a fully functioning Feminine body complete with the emotions that come with female hormones.
that could only mean all the practices She has Her gurls do would be reflected in having the sexual desires and habits of a Woman....assuming she doesn't go straight to the Lady pond and become a lesbian...
at its roots for DLC gurls it began being in a Female Led Relationship.
i think once a gurl reaches the stage where she can pass she'll never want to return to the old way...with or without a vagina...
grateful for Mistress being in your lives...be well slave-gurls...peace, alyssa