the truth of it dawned on me early on...for anyone to see on a public-access site alyssa was displayed in her lingerie. fully made-up my nails done at a beauty salon i was posing like any other of Mistress's slave-gurls in training.
a man?...please, let's not even go there...emasculated?...most definitely i spent 20 minutes this morning shaving my legs and enjoyed very moment of it....
emasculation?...and by a Woman no less. and not just any Woman. a Dominatrix. they specialize in vanquishing males...many of Them may view it as a sport.
a Female Supremacist of the highest order...Mistress DarkLady Camille....She is quick to remind...'this not a game'.
do you need me to admit it?...fine, i'll say it....'I'm Mistress's bitch'.
we've all done it...and seen them...and so have others...pictures put on popular sites... 'document Her conquest'.
they become a time-line of a Woman's power over us...the irony is that we 'willingly' send them to Her as an act of obedience....we are active participants in the descent of or better still the eradication of our masculinity. don't want to do it?...there's the door...see you later. Mistress DLC has a way of weeding out the pretenders anyway.
if she has one do you think this gurl's Feminine spouse...is going to let her off the hook...i think not She's likely having too much fun turning her trans...besides the Woman probably hasn't done a lick of housework since She's brought out her femininity...
if Mistress approves i want to look into getting one of these specially designed 'clitty-cages'....it has the little pee-hole pulled upward left exposed functioning as a sensitive clit.
a micro-cap is on the list as well....
Everything Mistress has us do has a reason behind it...and maybe more than one....my take on it is ...taking pictures of ourselves sending them in we'll first experience a level of humiliation at being exposed....it is a character trait a slave-gurl needs to get used to...
once you realize it is out of your control that soon fades replaced with feminine-pride...... DLC literally has 100's of pictures of Her alyssa.
the feeling of being objectified expanding a shift occurs...
another of Her reasons...it turns out we find that we enjoy being objectified...a powerful process it subtly adds to our feminine persona....
Mistress has helped us to remove our mask...and be proud of our transitioning....
by willfully sending Her our pictures we acknowledge we are on a journey of 'self-discovery' and there is nothing shameful about it...
we're not some beast of burden BDSM slave....we're t-girls allowed the privilege of experiencing authentic Womanhood if we follow it to its conclusion....
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a fresh respect for what Women go through i found myself signing up for on-line zoom make-up lessons...
...no matter what the age there are always things we can do to improve upon our looks...
to me that's where the magic happens...a subtle feeling overtaking alyssa i found i felt like i had finally accepted the light of the feminine existing within me. my feminine persona was too powerful to ignore....whatever it was going to take to become 'one of the girls' i wanted in....
you know when Mistress said it was time i started acclimating my body to feminine herbals i just went along knowing the natural estrogen would begin to develop my breasts... i sent away hitting the link on Her site and within a short time i was taking tabs daily aware they would be a precursor to HRT....
steadily weaving it into conversations over the many months Dominatrix Camille would speak about the likely change in my sexual orientation. so use to obeying Her over the years i've developed a gentle yielding nature. weening me off the habit of male-masturbation technigues She replaced them with those of a more feminine frame of mind.
it was all part of the process to welcome having the sexual pursuits and interests of a genetic Woman....
i've mentioned it before....Mistress Camille told me i'd enjoy feeing a cock pulsating inside me....
you've seen the shift in the content i put up....
because of my feminine persona She's developed over the years it now seems so appealing to learn how to please a dominant man.
Female dominance at it's finest with a Woman in control...to me it speaks to the power Dominatrix Camille wields over Her slave gurl....
the thing is....
once i've transitioned for a few years....
it will become the most natural way of being....Mistress already helps me feel as though we'll look back and wonder what all the fuss was about.
it's why i need to get on hormone replacement therapy....my breasts are at the point that they only need estrogen to develop into a fullness....
not sure how to end today's post....except to say whatever i am doing to get thinner isn't working well enough....while not 'gaining' pounds....i've been stuck at a plateau and need to break through. you can talk about boobs and hairdos and clothing and make-up yet right now the best thing i or anyone else who struggles with weight could do to enhance our femininity is to acquire a dramatically thinner-figure. there i've said it...tho intellectual recognition of a problem doesn't solve it...
as Mistress DLC reminds ...only hard work and effort will accomplish what is needed for me to get the tapered waistline of a beautiful trans-woman i so desperately want to become. peace, alyssa
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