my journey to becoming alyssa....a slave gurl in training...began with being collared by Dominatric Camille..think of that for a moment. i have been collared by a Woman....by a dominant Female that is leading Her alyssa ever closer to living full-time as a transgurl. Mistress has me growing my breasts on a body that is kept smooth and hairless. Her gurl has taken on the habits, vanity concerns and interests that comes with a feminine life.
my consciousness has been reframed ...having surrendered my masculinity alyssa now wants everything Mistress DLC is making of me.
i've discovered being collared reinforces my obedience to her while opening up and altering my mind to accept my expanding femininity.
the moment the collar was put around my neck Mistress told me i will be transitioning into a fully functioning female. i would enhance forth answer to the girls name 'alyssa' and would be trained, tamed and broken to the point i would have little choice but to live as a transgurl.
being collared by Mistress Camille has cultivated a submissive feminine side i hadn't known existed within me. i soon learned the more i obeyed Her the easier it was to continue doing so.
i now believe that Females are superior especially Dominatrix Camille. alyssa literally does everything She tells me to do.
DLC told me to use breast pumps and i do...Mistress ordered me to use nipple suckers and i have. 14 months ago She put me on feminine herbals and let me know after that i will be taking female hormones. i was informed that i should look at other genetic Women as my superior doing whatever i could to assist their life.
Women were to be viewed as a source of inspiration and knowledge...and that as a slave gurl in training i had lots of things i could learn from them on my path to becoming a submissive Woman.
being kept chastised my balls have essentially been removed they might has well be kept in a mason jar in Mistress's cubbard. She reminds me the hormones will chemically castrate me as my sedxual orientation shifts to that of a female.
i think because i'm use to taking the femme-herbals daily there are days when i feel so feminine...
here is a gurl on the MTF timeline
i am convinced that being collared by Mistress i have developed a gentle yielding nature....
the life as Her slave gurl comes with having Mistress putting Her mark on Her gurls as a sign that She owns us....DLC delayed it due to covid but She told me She wants a tattoo on my lower back (DLC Owned) and in front along my bikini line will be 3 Chinese characters...
just yesterday i was out shopping...standing in line i respectfully asked the Woman if i could take a picture of her top after seeing it....it is a another sign in everyday life of a Woman displaying Her sense of superiority...
two emasculated males dressed serving Women...
like the woman shopping with the 'the future is female' top the same could be said about alyssa's life now...these days i just go with it... i know i am being transformed into a t-girl devoted to Her mistress and enjoy being in the process of it.
it is a turn on to know mIstress wants me to express my submissive nature by becoming a gurl...that many days i will be plainly pretty ....
and other times i will be totally glammed out...
Dominatrix Camille trains Her gurls to act as Her slaves until it is woven into our behavior...
Mistress planted the idea in my head early on....showing me pictures of Her gurl jillian i saw that she had large d-cup breasts along with a beautiful vagina. the pictures were from a BDSM play-party with jillian being naked and collared.
DLC is constantly reinforcing that alyssa will have the sexual desires to please men.
i luv her nails...isn't that a pretty cock?...just think how nice it would be feeling it inside.
Fact: Dominatrix Camille wants all her gurls looking and feeling beautiful.
the Woman has normalized alyssa's journey into a t-girl. She knows the more feminine we feel and the prettier we look the easier it is to accept that we 'are' DLC's collared slave gurls.
below are some t-girls from a BDSM site called collarme-space.
so often too close to it perhaps we often don't see the progress we've made...as we slip silently across the point of no return.....peace, alyssa
