beyond vanilla...so many new possibilities.

divorced for so many years now i'd been in a marriage where sex was a chess piece to be used as a tool. a roll on top a quick spurt and squirt and once more some 10 minutes later things were back to what they'd always been....a vanilla life.

Mistress Camille offers a different life ....a better life....a more feminine life. sure it meant Her gurls submissive side would be brought to the surface...as would their devotion to Her and their commitment to femininity.

.....yet it also would open up a new world filled with an array of fresh experiences many of Her former males had secretly yearned for most of their previous life.

letting go of any false claim to it we would be taught to admire all Women as being superior...that they are as Dominatrix Camille is a source of wisdom and guidance as we are lead to a t-gurls world.

alyssa has already learned so much from Mistress but there is still a lot more to go. i have accepted that it is best having a Woman in charge of the direction i am being led in.

it means ceding to Her authority while letting my feminine side blossom...the prettier i become the more feminized my body is the easier it's become to let my gentle yielding nature take over. alyssa likes being dominated by Women and showing how submissive i really am.

becoming 'camming' gurls is one way we show this...

Dominatrix Camille wants all her gurls to embrace their femininity...She wants all of us to be totally feminized and pretty...giving up on any claim to masculinity and rather instead living as lovely submissive feminine beings who enjoy everything a woman's life has to offer ....as a demonstration of Her dominance we soon are fulfilling that role we once thought only Females did.

DLC wants us to feel objectified for our girlishness...

shopping?....yes there is that...

tell me gurls ...how many relish the thought of being in a changing room slipping in and out of outfits until you've found the 'right' one?

Mistress has moved alyssa to the point on many days my femininity has just taken over...

you know...it's that feeling your face looks pretty even without any makeup on...

with my breasts developing into month 17 on femme-herbals i like the feeling of comfort with restriction only a bra provides...

and then there is the sex....the chastity cage acts as a reminder my gurl-clitty is to be viewed as secondary...that as a DLC t-gurl i want and need penetration...

editors note: the tattoo looks remarkably like the one DLC has with Her gurls body-art.

....that i will bring pleasure to a dominant more thru my lips and mouth and delicate fingers tipped with colored polish...as well as my rosebud entrance.

one can almost hear the T-gurl's words...'yes i like being in chastity..besides it's how Mistress wants me.'....peace, alyssa