being a gurl under the guidance of a Dominatrix alyssa has taken on new behaviors.
just this morning Mistress DLC was reminding if not subtly reprimanding Her alyssa as to the protocols i have adopted. whenever i go on tvChix-chat to message with other t-girls or men i must first check to see if Dominatrix Camille might be there.
should she be there i am to always interact in the general chat area. educating me further in the ways of a submissive i was told chatting back and forth in the general area will allow others to see just how 'respectful' i am to my Mistress.
as part of the journey to the Lady pond alyssa is learning she must always be cognizant of how i look and act and think.
Mistress wants all Her gurls to be pretty while also coming off as the submissive beings we are being conditioned to accept. it has been a profound experience to be trained into having behavioral changes firmly established within my psyche.
being a DLC t-girl is more than just about makeup and clothing...it is a way of life....a feminine life....one where i have already taken on the thoughts and desires of a submissive gurl...
why use the term 'submissive'... like this gurl is at her Woman's side?...because as the bhudda quote says 'when the student is ready the teacher will appear'...alyssa is learning how to be a woman from the hands of a superior dominant DarkLady Camille. into year 4 under Her i have taken on many of the personality traits and mannerisms one would expect to see from a feminine and submissive t-gurl. that type of behavior has been conditioned into me...and i would add taken over my psychological outlook...
here the lovely t-girl on the right has clearly learned feminine behaviors from being with his Domina...
is it me or is the Women smug with a look of superiority at her t-girl karen being trained to worship her pussy. it is as if She is saying 'yes i have a Vagina..and you don't...at least not yet....but that can be remedied.' no longer presenting a masculine appearance instead the gurl gently participates in the act of fingering...
how successful is Mistress in reframing our minds through the constant repetition of behavior changes...alyssa has now not only gone from merely thinking about having breasts i have moved into the mental state that i am developing them.
again bhudda: 'whatever you see in your inner world will manifest in your outer world'
this quote sums up the reason why psychological behavioral changes work.
the more you think and act what your mind is being programmed with the greater the chance you will live it in reality. for alyssa that currently means 15 months on femme-herbals...
having fully accepted her psychological changes she looks delightfully sweet and innocent with the female hormones taking over....
'thats my baby...such a good gurl...see how excited you've gotten him...that's it darling help him explode and erupt in your mouth....now you know why we've practiced with my dildo.'
from the ashes of masculinity...a flower of femininity emerges....why he
...has all the makings for a submissive maid to a Dominant woman...
'darling you're so shy...yet so pretty...now you know why i've put you through all those psychological changes'...
Dominatrix Camille is highly intelligent...She is aware all true change comes from within. it is why Her gurls are being put through the behavioral changes we are...
DLC's mantra: to hear it ...is to know it ...to know it is to experience it...to experience it is to live it...in the reality of the real world!...
...welcome to her garden of femininity it is a place you will never leave from...nor will you want to...peace, alyssa.
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Such a wonderful writeup and reminder