becoming what one once pursued.

surely there was a time ...back in the days when we played at being the man...that we went out on a weekend's prowl in search of girls...how often was our real intent while lone-wolfing it be that we picked someone up for some sex....a blow-job ...a shag....anything to get our rocks off.

becoming DLC's alyssa my life has been altered to that of a t-girl. i can't say exactly when it happened all i know is that some 3 years in i now have a feminine persona. not a day goes by that i'm not in lingerie and feminine clothing. the same is true regarding my body....skin softening lotions, moisturizing, the delightful feeling of coconut oil put to a smooth hair free body. Dominatrix Camille has Her gurl meticulously maintaining a feminine grooming regimen. tasked with taking femme-herbals every morning i also do a daily practice that is developing my breasts using pumps and nipple enhancers.

outside the home i find myself forgoing masculine pursuits. recently i had time for just a pedicure speaking with the Woman doing it She noticed my fingernails have been kept with an oval-shape all past their tips. last night at work i was at a convention where i found myself looking at new earrings and necklaces....i'll go back this afternoon and make my selection. i skype-talk with my DLC sisters regularly...we have all become girlfriends and talk about things that interest women.

alyssa is moving closer to a turning point...there is going to come a time more sooner than later where my femininity will win out. it is only out of financial necessity that i still have a foot in both a male's world and woman's life.

have you heard me mention that i go out and try to pick up 'chicks'?...No....you haven't because i no longer do that. instead my expanding feminine persona ....something MIstress created within me...has me realizing i am going to be the feminine-prey not the male-predator.

She recently approved a 'playdate' with another t-girl in my area. still trying to work out the kinks...oops let me re-word that...still trying to find a time that works i know i will be doing it 'enfemme'. Intimate-wear, a pretty dress full make up and jewelry and nice hairdo i will be totally t-girl'....i would add with a mind that thinks like a gurl.

like this Dominatrix...Mistress Camille has pacified me into femininity...She has taken a former assertive straight man and has developed the woman within.

i am no longer in any way an alpha-male....in some ways it speaks to the power of Women and what they are capable of these days.

like the Queen of darkness Mistress DLC is bringing Her alyssa past boundaries i never imagined passing....

in demanding our obedience She has opened the door guiding us to the world of Femininity.....

Mistress approving the 'playdate' brings alyssa one step closer to the point of no return...i think She knows that my mind already thinks like a submissive woman..

that i have no defense against the desires a t-girl like me has...

by taking control of my manhood She has reduced it to the point it is secondary. i already plan on wearing my chastity cage just as She would want...tho i will keep the key in my purse....along with my makeup and things.

think of how pretty it will look all locked up...

to show how much DLC has reframed my consciousness into a gurl i've dreamed what it will feel like slipping my mouth onto another gurl's clitty.

after we meet i think alyssa will realize i've become what i already am...

i will be what i use to pursue...a lovely feminine being with the sexuality that goes with....

in some ways it will be freeing...i'll no longer have to hide what Mistress cultivated within alyssa living in Her garden of femininity where each of Her gurls have blossomed from...

looking back i think Dominatrix Camille was brilliant in putting all Her gurls on tvChix...it gave us an environment where we could share our developing feminine personas with other like-minded t-girls......