Female Authority bringing about surrender...it is a powerful thing to change the life of a male in crisis...having him live in an entirely new way ....learning everyday he will fulfill the demands of feminine vanity......
it was one of my earliest pictures from near 4 years before...yet Dominatrix Camille saw the potential....back then i was a very part time crossdresser...i certainly didn't answer to the name alyssa....i was just a male i crisis who masturbated while wearing lingerie...
She put my 'clitty' under lock and key....taking control over my masturbation habits...hence forth i was allowed release only with Her permission....
it was humiliating...it was degrading...it felt emasculating...
when it did occur usually it was under Her supervision...
Mistress even changed the way i did....it became more of diddling myself soft easy touches to my clitty gently caressing my near hairless mound...
tell me...do you see a masculine man with a stiff cock in his hand wrapped in a fist?...no you see pretty polish put to nails as the fingers lightly glide on the smooth-shaven sensitive skin...She insisted i moan like a gurl...not quick bursts of manly grunting but rather using a soft breathy voice lots of long Ewwwws ....Ahhhhhhhs and .....ohhhhhhs
i felt like a t-girl being taken not a man jacking off....
'tug your clitty...play with your boobs gurl...they're going to get larger by the way...the time will come when you'll need to wear a bra everyday.'
Mistress created an 'association'...sucking cock felt arousing....
'ahhh....ahhhhh....Mistress...ahhhhhh...ahhhhhhhh...i'm getting wet.....Ewwwwww...my climax.....'
oozing out my wetness onto Her picture i was next required to lick up the release of warm cream...and let Mistress DarkLady see me doing it....a band of submissiveness wafting thru me i felt docile...compliant....obedient....girlish....it was just part of becoming Her bitch...
feeling drained She had me admit to Her that i liked climaxing feeling emasculated in front of Her.
the kiss of devotion to the Woman that guides my life...
alyssa came to realize i had found the Woman i had been searching for all my life....
and like so many things She has been right about my breast development....
the antidote to males in crisis?....a feminine way of living....
it has been my experience as the feminine identity becomes established we come to embrace it knowing that is what we always wanted all along...peace, alyssa
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