being DLC's gurl i have come to accept that i await direction from Dominatrix Camiile on most everything. before meeting Her i had some panties and a few camisole tops....but it is because of Her that my closets and armoire are now organized brimming with women's clothing, heels and lingerie. being in bra and panties every day is a given.

the same could be said for my bathroom...one side of my mirror cabinet and the larger one below are filled with feminine makeup and hair accessories. then there is my jewelry box and all my many sex-toys...

way beyond some kind of male maid fantasy...DLC has me living under Her direction doing all the things a woman does. She has conditioned my mind to live that way.

Mistress Camille has trained me to ask Her first before shopping...

constantly looking to Her for direction reinforces the habit of asking Her for approval....it means when the time comes that a decision will be made...alyssa will be well reframed to a female's perspective that i will want to lose my penis and have it replced with a vagina...

being trained to await direction has spilled out into my real life to the point i often look to other Women for direction before doing anything....

it feels like She is conditioning Her alyssa to have the same behavior of that of a submissive feminine spouse.



it is through Her guidance alyssa has learned how to pose in alluring intimate wear as Her camming gurl....


taking direction from Dominatrix Camille....as it should be....peace, alyssa
