i wear it frequently....my name necklace....taken yesterday while looking attractive it acts as a gentle reminder of who i am and where Dominatrix Camille is taking me. resting centered on my top concealing my pretty padded-out bra i know this....'my name is alyssa and i am transitioning in to a very feminine woman'.
like bees to honey yesterday on our girl-chat skype feed all Her gurls came obediently running to give a morning welcome to Mistress once we saw 'She' was there....ellie...trisha...gianna....tara...alyssa...let's mention ales and miki of course they are always around as well.
given or should i say approved by Mistress all of DLC gurls now identify with our feminine names. it acts as a reinforcement of our journey deep into the world of being turned pretty-trans.
adopting to our girl's name is another nail in the coffin of our former participation in male-privilege.
in accepting our girl's name we come to discover that we are treated as submissive female's....that depend on the guidance of a dominant Woman.
Mistress continues to reinforce the principle that Women are our superiors....
as lovely elise put it in a forum-post comment today...we are taught to adopt to the habits, practices and comportment of females so that we carry ourselves as women....
preparing every morning when i see my name alyssa on my necklace it gives me a calming feeling...
alyssa....a sweetness to it...hearing my name brings out a gentle yielding nature Dominatrix Camille has cultivated within Her gurl...
having a girl's name connects us on a psychic-level with other women and t-girls...
alyssa has come to feel so dependent on Mistress...
as with other Women my femininity flows from Her knowledge that She continues to instill within me...
whether developing breasts or...
being given instruction in BDSM practices MIstress has over-taken alyssa's life.
once answering to a girl's name it seems to make it easier to do the things a t-gurl does...
once Dominatrix Camille thinks the time is right to be put on estrogen and t-blockers i honestly don't believe i can say 'no' to Her.
besides alyssa will be too far down the feminine path to not want them....
having grown used to being on femme-herbals i know alyssa's femininity will burst forth like a blossoming flower...
being on hormones...
won't diminish...
...my belief in Women as being my superiors...in fact it will likely increase it...
whatever submissive-side i have regarding them will only expand...
doesn't she look pretty sucking on that gorgeous cock...
touching on sex-drive i expect it will reduce turning me from former alpha-male predator...
into more feminine-prey ...
there is a price to pay in becoming turned pretty-trans being on hrt....
the days of having a hard clitty pass...
the best way to put it is we become chemically castrated...with a chastity cage acting as a mere decoration instead of a functional necessity as it is these days....
it will mean needing to have a new more heightened focus on our gurl-hood...
the days of penetrating someone behind us...it's why Mistress has Her gurls acquire the sexual habits of a submissive gurl...DLC doesn't want us to abandon our sexual needs She just wants them altered to reflect our new feminine-centric world....
truth is .....alyssa is still learning 'how to be a gurl'...
i don't know when i will have crossed over the imaginary line into truly becoming a 24 / 7 hormone-driven t-girl.... i just know i'd love to be one that answers to the name 'DLC's alyssa'........ peace, alyssa
So beautifully expressed. Thank you for the time reflecting, creating and sharing these personal thoughts and aspirations