as the weeks have turned into months my time on pueraria mirifica has brought with a shift in alyssa's perspective. becoming focused on it Mistress's gurl is preparing herself for the inevitable....to have her breasts put on display.
the width and size increasing there is a point coming where their gentle slope and shapeliness can't be denied. tell me do they look like a male's chest...or are they something on a t-girls timeline of development?
Mistress DLC was upfront about it...'i don't want my alyssa lifting any weights...you are forbidden to... is that clear?...yes Ma'am. obeying Her for some time now alyssa has built a desire to have thin girlish arms...something weak..something harmless... something that will not show off any muscles but rather look nice in a top where others will notice my thin arms offer no physical threat. at the end my hands are most often tipped with manicured nails.
Here are my nails as they currently appear today...
moving from my arms and nails the focus shifts back to my chest...
the distinctive feminine crevice underneath each breast becoming more pronounced...the only thing missing now is the milk...that is what female hormones/estrogen will provide...bringing greater size while giving...if i may say...the erotic loose and luscious attractiveness a woman desires with her pair of milky breasts...
with milkiness comes movement...frequently random...of course there is something that can limit the jiggles..
alyssa is moving closer to 'a point of no return'...i guess the best way to say it is that i've accepted that i have breasts...developing as they are i realize they are part of who i am and how i present now.
having breasts that continue to increase in size and shape means the time is near that i will need the comfort and necessary constricting confinement a pretty bra brings with.
truth is Mistress DLC has trained her t-girl alyssa to such a level of femininity she has been in her bra literally every day for close to the 3 years under Her guidance. i've worn them so much is just feels natural now to have a bra on.
A gentle tug pulling my hair along the side...a habit i've grown used to... i looked inside my intimate-wear drawer. which one should i put on this morning?...so many to choose from i settled on a sheer lace embroidered brassiere in black (old fashion i know yet i like saying the word brassiere sometimes.)
coming in all shapes and sizes staring into a mirror and seeing the breasts of a woman registers on a psychic level...for this DLC gurl it is a profoundly altering perspective...
...a subtle ongoing shift away from who i was ....to what i am becoming more of....
Mistress DLC like her gurls spending what She calls 'mirror time'...simply looking into a mirror for an extended period of time...it fosters a reinforcement of our developing sense of womanhood....it also increases the level of feminine vanity...to take notice of flaws and what to improve on in the days ahead...
knowing i have breasts which i now think is fair to say....makes me somehow feel closer to Women as a whole...
alyssa will have to get past the hurdle ...to simply accept with breasts attractively displayed i will be viewed and likely objectified for my feminine appearance...all in due time taking comfort in knowing Dominatrix Camille is guiding the process...
i've learned She cares very much for Her gurls and wants them to look nice and feel comfortable in who they are...a pretty...a girlish...a feminine DLC t-girl prepared to celebrate their womanhood out and about.
a lovely t-girl creation on the arms of Her Domina...
such a gentle wiggle...it would seem 'Daddy' prefers her bra to be off when giving head....peace, alyssa
P.s. what a lovely sentiment expressed by her tattoo...'love you always'....my exact feelings for Mistress Camille!
Your on your way to becoming a beautiful woman now alyssa