i was fortunate to be messaging with Mistress today...aren't we lucky to have Her in our lives....She pointed out i will be experiencing new...previously unseen levels of femininity in the coming year.

the days of alyssa pretending to be an alpha male are behind her...instead i'm accepting it's best i live as a woman...she's been inside me for as long as i can remember....


i've learned like this gurl my life is being primarily directed by a Woman...the more i obey DLC the deeper the level my femininity becomes...

the goal of living full-time as a woman will draw even closer in 2021...

makeup, lingerie, clothing....

lifestyle...girlfriends sharing....behavior...persona...i'm discovering becoming feminine is all encompassing....

posing for pictures....being femininely objectified...


i never used to have any pictures of me dressed femme...
now i have hundreds...i've gotten you used to the touch of a bra strap...the way stockings feel on my smooth legs...an of course being in heels...doing my nails doing my makeup...wearing pretty jewelry...how lovely it looks to be in an embroidered patterned brassiere...the little puff of hair on my mound....a man doesn't do or feel these things...yet alyssa does ...and has for quite some time...

Mistress has taken Her alyssa from a kind of frumpy look....to one..

to one that is i'd like to say ...is prettier and more sexually appealing...
i've been hit on by men that tell me they have wanked to my pictures...




learning from Women....like Dominatrix Camille...has helped smooth out some of the bumps...


maybe it's me yet the Domina's smile seems bigger.....now that she has turned her husband t-girl acting as her wife...


when i thanked DLC for our 3 years...She told me wait until i see how i look after 10.....i can only imagine yet i'm certain it will be quite feminine. peace, alyssa.
